In which the blog name is maybe no longer accurate.

Spoilers up front, because if you've found this blog, you either a. Know me, or b. Are in the same spot I was in.

I say was because... (this is the spoiler part) On February 5th, 2015, what we have been working and wishing and hoping for finally came into being- officially. The Man and I welcomed our sweet baby boy into the world.

I debated updating this blog, and actually considered obliterating it. It represents so much pain, struggle, and just general hopelessness. And then I thought of how I felt when I started this journey- my gosh, over 10 years ago! And I figure I can maybe help someone else in a similar situation.

I owe those of you in the same boat an explanation.

Because in spite of the best laid plans, our little guy was a total, unplanned, surprise.  I still have trouble believing it. And if you've been disappointed in a similar way over and over for, well, over a decade...I am sure you'd understand.

Part one of the official story coming soon.